Back in Time

Posted on April 21, 2010 by Lacee Jordan: "love that dreams can take you back in time...."

I love that too, Lacee. But this morning I'm thinking how dreams might also be able to show us the future. I had a dream just before waking this morning, about a man I have feelings for. I haven't seen him in a really long time, something like 14 years. We have been talking, texting, messaging, what-not for several months now, and I'm anxious to see him in person again. I dreamt that we met up at a cafe of sorts, and greeted each other with a hug and a half-kiss. You know, the kind of kiss where you're not sure if you're gonna go for it, or kiss on the cheek, and something in-between happens? Awkward. The next thing that happened was worse. He sat on the other side of this sort of open bar thing, and attempted to have a conversation with me. But he was so far away, and I wanted him closer. I wanted to touch him, kiss him, laugh with him, but I could barely even hear him. It was unsettling, to say the least. And then I woke up.

The question is now, is this a harbinger of a future event, or merely anxiety about not being able to see him now, and wanting to? I suppose only time will tell.